Learning To Live...For Now.

I found this on someone else's blog. I really liked it, so I'm going to post it here:

It’s only after someone is gone do you
realize how much you miss them…

My friends are always telling
me to move on, to give up.
But why? Why should I?
They don’t see you the way that I see you.
They don’t look into your eyes and see the world.
Why would they understand?
They can’t possibly imagine what
it means to look at your best friend
and see all their hopes and dreams come true.
I wish for once, just once,
they could walk a mile in my shoes.
But they wouldn’t need to walk that far,
they would just take one step and suddenly,
they would take back every bit of
‘getting over you’ advice they had
ever given me and realize you’re my life,
you were meant for me,
and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.

You never really stop loving someone.
You just learn to try to live without them

I'm still sad. But I'm turning it over to God to take care of & I'm oddly at peace with whatever happens. I'm going to take a year to make new friends & focus on God & not date anyone at all, & at the end of the year we'll see where we're at. It's going to be hard though. I could use your prayers.